ヤッホーーー！！！みんなどうし足るか？　今僕は家族とGELATO BARで食べてるの。学校は・・・早々かな？さっきから弟は僕が何を書いてるのが見たいだけ。売る際だよね。。。本当にむかつく！！！

I haven’t been posting anything here like FOREVER! Miss me? (Who am I talking to anyway? LOL)

Things happened! But mostly it seems like I have a job now. Hope everything goes well… (It should!!!)

Nothing to say really

There are too many things to say I think… I can’t really put them all here now. Finally my bestfriend found me on Twitter. And I had a dream with people in it esp my first crush. A disaster, eh? I know. I just wanna get over him and thanks to the dream… FAIL

Location: Aryaduta

Date/Time: 061111/7:11 PM

Mood: Bad. really bad

Next time please remind me not to be stupid again. Now I have been waiting for 2 hours for the stupid concert. Why am I here anyway? I am not the kind of girl who would spend her time going to concert like this. And also I have told myself that spending time watching concerts with a boyfriend would be a greater idea. So… Why am I here?

Obviously that’s because I was too sensitive and too naive. Yea, that’s right. And now I’m starving because I didn’t have my dinner earlier. Pathetic? Absolutely. Now I feel like dying. seriously.

I met Michelle earlier today and I was like “OMG~~~!!!”

I haven’t met her for ages I almost cried (and I bet she felt the same too!) and I was really glad I asked my mom if I can spend some time alone at the mall or else I wouldn’t met her!

I miss my past. I think if I could change my past, my life won’t be so complicated like this. Future still scares me and I’m going to graduate soon and I still have no plan what to do after that. Everything scares me. My future, my friends, my family, my surrounding and also falling for someone. I feel like suffocating and dizzy when that happens. I just want things to go okay, but things are just getting worse. I guess it will just stay like that, or would be better. I have to just wait for the time but I’m not sure if I would be able to survive.

So here I am, blogging like a nerd. starving and bored, not to mention how annoyed I’m feeling. Next time, I won’t be attending things I’m not sure about. I surely won’t!!!

Kaz

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何だ　みんな。。。嫌いだ　僕　の　母さん　と　弟。。。　だけど　仕方がないですねえ。。。　ハハ。。。。。。。：（

今　僕　は　日本語　の　歌　を　書いています。。。　何のためが分からないけど。。。そして、どうか分からないけど　殺気から　僕　は　友達　を　ずっと　思ってるんだ。。。悲しいけど。。。　まった　仕方がないから　ねえ。。。

～Kaz~

元気ですか？いろいろがあったけど。。。まだ生きてます！！！お前たちわ？？？どうやってるのか？？？：）

I’ve been missing for quite awhile now, haven’t I? Things happeend to me lately. But nothing bad, I guess… Nothing much to say actually…

Yes, I hate the teacher and I feel like KILLING him. No, this is not actually the usual me. I know that I’m usually emotional and exaggerate and be dramatic but this time, I seriously find him annoying. Beside his weird accent, I really hate his stupid logic. I really want him to quit or in any ways, just stop teaching me because I really care about my grades in the future. Of course I don’t want to fail and not be able to get scholarship, do I? Will never let that happen… Not even because of this teacher. That’s why I will get rid of him. Let’s just see!!!

K

I just watched some old SuJu M MV and realised how Zhoumi looked like. To be honest I think he looked cooler back then. Seriously. LOL. But then what happened to him? LOLOLLLL

Heechul oppa went to military service and I just got the others schedule as well and I feel like crying. Argh, I thought Kyuhyun doesn’t have to do the military service but turns out he has to do it! *hits head on wall*

I was about to mention my friends to see if they will be in Medan on December so we could hang out, but I cancelled my plan remembering how our distance is. Not only we live in different places, also they might be close to each other, but not me. Let’s just say I’m a loner. I’m tired of relationship and also friendship. I always thought that I have best friends. But in the end the result will be very disappointing. Turns out they aren’t my best friend, but just some temporary close friends. But I don’t really care about that right now although sometimes thinking about it is just pathetic. I have dreams and I want them to happen. And I’m going to study hard and do my best for them. Fight!!! :D

K

There are a lot of things happening lately… But gladly my mom and I are becoming closer now and I’m trying to be someone with positive thinking. I want to be able to attend Catholic Church (meaning, not the church at Sun Plaza) every Monday but not sure with who I can go. I hope someone will volunteer! *prays*

I haven’t been posting for quite awhile now. I really hate the new IT teacher who came from France. First thing I hate about him is that I don’t understand a thing when he’s using the accent! And he’s kinda rude (I think he calls it sarcasm and if it’s horrible! Even Fabbie can do better sarcasm!) and all I want to do is not to see him ever again! Seriously.

L (my only boy classmate) just quit CK and probably decided to go to KL (just like what J1 and J2 did)… Such a betrayal! *cries* and that leave us 3 people and all girls. And I’m the only student in Business Studies class. Yep, that’s kinda sad and I bet Mr M was really sad about this. Well, what else can we do? The only thing I can do now is to study harder and to get at least 2Bs and a C and make everyone proud! 

… Go me.

K